breathless

When you know you’re doing things wrong, all it takes is for someone to point it out for you to really start to realize it and it makes you feel the worst.

I’m not doing things right.

I was never a people person. Or at least when I seemed to be, it was probably just a false front. I don’t always say the right things the right way, and sometimes I’m at a loss of what to say at all.

I really don’t know what to do now. I feel like I’m facing the same crisis in secondary school where I just waste a lot of time trying to rediscover and reinvent myself. It’s when you start to feel uncomfortable around your social circle that you feel left out, and unloved, and alone. I feel like I’m dying in studies and in its relentless pressure. I have no strength, and no desire to find strength.

I feel burnt out and useless.

And all alone.

I want to cry.

 

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